Joanna's Journal =p

Green day were amazing last monday :).
Drove to sheffield to see them and it was the best gig ive been too, i had a blast :). i can't even really begin to describe how good they were, they blew my socks off :). I rather enjoyed Sheffield itself too, its an alright place :) nice shopping centre. The drive wasnt too bad either I was wide awake with the after-buzz of the gig on the way home so it was pretty easy :).

Cant really remember what i did through the week possibly cinema trips and such.

Friday i went to the Greyhound pub in fancy dress :). Was a fab night, i dressed as a maid but gave it a little rocky horror show style.
We crashed Katie and Bethans flat for a little bit afterwards and by gosh on Saturday i was hungover in the morning haha. but did that stop me going back out on Saturday night? pffff :P as if! i hit Annies in shields and then Pacific and Legends in Newcastle :) Overall was a fabulous Halloween weekend! 
( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )( Plenty of photo's under the cut :) )Havent really done much since halloween apart from Pizza hut yesterday and went to see 9 for a second time at the cinema :).
Today ive just had a rather lazy day so far! but i want to do something tonight, maybe go play some pool at the pub or something...
I should really start going swimming on Tuesdays again.. hmm maybe next week im just not in the mood today! i want to be in the company of friends not my mam even though she is lovely company.

I may begin my christmas shopping tomorrow and take a trip to the metro centre! :D i love christmas shopping it really gets me in a happy mood. I dont really like the month November though i want it to be December allready :) lol. Look at me wishing my life away! haha

Anyways im going to stuff my face with chilli con carne :) yum yum! toodlepip xxxx

is back from shiiiileds and altho she wants to post a long journal she cba so she will do that tomorrow
but wooo i got free champers tonight :D:D:D:D xxx

Ive had an awesome day <3

I PASSED MY DRIVING PRACTICAL TEST =]

YAYAYAYAYA <3 i can now officially drive :D foooking rights! 

Andrew bought me a sausege roll and a copy of Auto trader to celebrate the occasion ^_^ haha, it was dead thoughtfull of him :] We sat n looked at cars then missioned to the hairdressers so he cud get his hair cut :]

Im pretty bored now thoooo, nothing to do tonight!

but i did get my strobe light so i might have a rave in my room =D haha

 

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Fuck.Shit.Bollocks.Wank.Tits.Poooooooooooooooooooooo.





will explain later...as for now i have work! urrrrgh
cinema tonight?

=D
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I hardley write in this thing anymore! i need to keep more up to date =]

Since i got back from spain basically all i have done is party, work and shop! :D Good times <3! i have no money at the minute tho =( i spent it all, oops! lol. Finally getting more hours at work, but of course this has consequences... I HATE METRO FARES haha there far too expensive =[. so yeah i think i need a job a bit closer to home. and im starting to wish i had gone to uni this year... i kinda wanna take a fashion course <333. Im interested in making my own clothes n stuff ^_^. but then at the same time i kinda wanna do something that means i dont have to go back to education... suggestions anyone? I thought maybe dental nurse.. but im not sure, hmm. someone think for me? haha.

anyhooo Been to the pics quite a lot tooo, seen eden lake last night :| it was pretty amazing but it nearly made me puke. proper gory n shocking. Seen mamma mia a few times, rock n rolla is AMAZING, and tropic thunder is legendary <3333 hehe. Pretty much seen everything thats out atm apart from the boy in striped pj's lol :].

I really want a dress from River island. Its so sexy <3 im actually in love with it. well two of them actually. and i want some of these lush dominatrix shoes that are everywhere <33333! think i might just used my pay next week as soon as i get it XD rofl. oops :P ah whey i might as well spend while im still young :P haha.

=] I hear im goin to a foam party on Monday lol.. i was informed today rofl :P im excited, ive never been to a foam party before :D i dunno what to wear tho... lol tips? :]

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo and theres a hot boy working at fenwicks ;) and every time i see him i cant help but stare. Hes so cute. he stares back too :P rofl.

 

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HOLA!!!!!!!
So Ive just got home today from the beautifull world of torrevieja in spain! and i tell ya what, it was one of the best holidays ever! Im definately going away with friends from now on =). Laura came and we had the best nights out ever XD like seriously, i know torreviejca isnt a well known detination for young people but the clubs there are actually immense!!!! they were right up mine and lauras street with music (BLACK MUSIC!!... R&B/Hip hop) and the lads there.... phoarrrrr!!!! im actually gutted to be back home in the land of the nobbers. lol :P. But anyhoo il start from the beginning (im not gunna go through every little detail tho... cba :P)
so our flights there were on time n everything n we got there at night time so we basically just chilled then slept, first few days were just spent relaxing (aka sunbathing) and swimming in the pool! which was quite a decent size!!!!! We had our first night out on the Wednesday.. we didnt originally plan too we just went for an ice cream n a drink with my rents but then we decided to stay out n they went home... it was class!! we met some mank lads (manchester..) who were canny as out and they walked us for our taxi after we left the club. got some hillarious pictures of us when we got back to the villa still mortal hahaha.
We basically spent the next day just lying asleep haha outside in the sun tho ofc!  we then went out again the Friday night which was great, We started at an irish bar every night... Basically because we are big pervs and there was the most amazing guy on the planet working there... seriously i cannot describe how gorgeous this guy was! he was like a model! but like a footballer! but like.. TANNED AND SO TONED and very very drool worthy hahaha.  we seen the manks again, ended up goin to there apartment for a piss then goin home when the clubs had finished haha
Again more lazy days until Monday where we went out again n met the manks again oh n also some essex girls (omg dont get me started on them.... haha i will wet myself laughing... dirty slags!!!!!!! haha me n laura basically hated them.... im not normally a bitch but fucking hell lol) well after the club finished we discovered there were more clubs open till a lot later (8am) so we trecked to them, was pretty hillarious cos me and laura are just typical blokes with the lads but the essex girls were pure all over them XD was amusing; TOMATO ARSE!!! was our nickname for one of them XD lmao; god we are horrible at times..... you would totally undersdtand why if you were there tho they were just nsty girls you could tell;' the ones who allways think they are dead popular and its like... no your not. lol
Anyways this club was pretty good like, i was wrecked n so was laura, Some butch american guy was picking me up n carrying me round the club hahahahaha;    oh n this was the night that laura fell over trying to hit the punch bag in the first bar hahahahaha her bruises were horrid the next day XD oh n i asked an irish guy if he was gay cos he said he was an air hostess hahaha; ooooops. oh and the night some spanish girl dragged me up onto a little dancey stage n was grinding with me hahahahahahaha! and  the night we realised we think we were right in thinking longy (one of the manks) is gay lol since the top he was wearing just screamed it and he kissed us in a very gay friend manner randomly and came out with i like willies.... LMAO.
It was a great night like! the spanish men loved us XD hahahahahaha was funny. well esp laura! we know how she dances to her music! she shakes that booootay! hahahaha
We had a night out on tuesday for the manks last day was a canny night but afterwards we had to find the taxi rank by ourselves... BAD PLAN! hahahahahaha! we got followed by a herd of spanish lads... who eventually we lost but then got followed by a car!!!! lmao they were circling the blocks looking for us n we were ducking behind cars tilll they past then sprinting off lmao! we eventually found the coast n we were miles along the wrong end hahahahahahaha! was a bit of a drunked adventure getting back to the right end then finding a taxi lmao.
OUr last night out was thursday when we didnt plan on staying out, we just went shopping =] then to the irish bar for a perve.. however the most beuatifull guy that i was telling you about approached us n asked if we were going out haha! so ofc we wernt going to say no! so we went out n had a good dance lol :] laura was very chuffed :P but we had to run off early because he wanted to kiss laura n she has a bf so she had to resist!!! lol :P
but yes :] overall some very very very good nights out!!!! :D
oh and the meals there were pretty fantastic too. the chinese was amazing <3 free shnaps n everything! and dead cheap too! and the italian was good! carbonara pizza!!! seriously! its lush! im gunna buy some pizza bases n make some :D hehe. We ate in a lot but it was nice to just chill! :]
The villa was amazing <3 *minus a cockroach incident XD... i was in the shower n i went to get out n there was a cockroach there! hahahaha i screamed for my mam ROFL!!!! im such a wimp! but anyway there was a pool in my shower so we flicked it in there ... n it died.. lol how nice.. unfortunate i know but we didnt know what else to do with it! we certainly wernt gunna leave it there! or bloody touch it! lmao!.*
Also there was a dead bird in the swimming pool on the last day... stupid thing clearly thought it could swim. :( bless it. dad got rid of it tho thank goodness.
but yeah =D it was amazing. i have lots of new jewelry. new perfume. and a tan :D what more could a girl ask for! hehe :P
Bring on shields tomorow tho! cant wait to here some northeners! lol sick of southeners n spanish people :P haha only kidding :D
i have missed shields n my mates tho :D cant wait to see everyone!! woop.

=] =] =] =] =] lots of piccies going up on myspace so check them out haha some very very very funny ones. most i look rank but nevermind XD

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=)
Avril Lavigne gig last week was amazing <3. She is fab ^_^ hehe.
havent really been upto that much, just work and cinema trips (been to see speed racer and sex in the city!). n was out on Saturday, was an alright night.
My rents are away till friday =] so i have the house to myself woop.

Think im going out tonight, not 100% sure yet tho. i dnt wanna spend much money tbh. so i think il only go out if people come back to mine so that the taxi fare is less.
have a driving lesson tomorow afternoon too lol
fun fun.

Download next week :D wehey!!!!!
camping! Music! Mates! ahhh its gunna be wicked!!!! =]


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=] havent wrote in a wee while. heres a few updates since last tiiimme:
* Hadouken gig was very good, one of the best gigs ive ever been too. the atmosphere was just amazing! everyone was dancing and it was a really enjoyable night =) me and ross had a blast.
* Seen doomsday a 2nd time with ross n jamie. still think its great like =p. Also seen What happens in Vagas with ross and Indianna Jones with James both are very gurd. i really need to see the other indianna jones films tho lol.
* sunday 68 gig at the douglas vaults on a thursday night was gurd. Went to shields afterwards with conny and we danced our shoes off! Also met james that nite =)
* Fenwicks ball on Sat the 17th was really impressive :] i loved it. Got all glammed up and had a really good night with Laura and Char and we got our rave on afterwards at mood and blu bambu! we got in blu bambu for free haha ;D cos the bouncers are kind.
* Lynnes Hen meal was pretty good. we went for an Italian it was super nice. esp the chocolate fudge cake afterwards mmm :].
*Saturday night at krash was great XD. Went to legends with Duncan n Joe n met stevas n Jack n chris there n had a lot of alchohol then moved onto krash and had further amounts of alchohol n met ross n Ashley then everyone else =D was a good night :P. i was pretty wasted tho hahaha but all in good fun XD rofl.... eeeh im allways ill when i go to Krash!!! lol next time im drinking less XD haha

=] just a quick update. Life is goooood!
Glasgow tomorrow. to see avril lavigne. GET IN!!!
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what to blog about hmmm
well to be honest all ive been upto is work recently!
with the exception of last sunday when i went out with Laura on the night time and we dusked it up for bank holiday!
and yesterday when i took a trip to the beach with people =)

totally gutted im stuck in tonight like.
i have tomorrow off too.
gutter gutter gutter.



i have to save money i guess tho
for going to spain in august =D for 2 weeks babaaaay <3 tan tan tan tan tan!!!!!!
Laura is coming too so it will be AMAZING.
we have a villa =D.
with my rents.
wooo

also next saturday is the fenwicks ball! =D
so im out in the sun at every posibility lol
trying to get a tan for my white dress haha =]
i love dove moisturiser with the tanning stuff in like :P its helping me along haha!!

eee im rambling.
anyhoooo


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I miss the old days.



ho hum =[



il probs write a bigger entry later..
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soo i might have a getherin on sat
i know it wud be short notice
but who cud make it?
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HOW do i get myself into these fucking situations.
i swear, ARGH
sometimes i do wish the world would swallow me up =)
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oh man
I'm in one of those moods where I'm thinking about everything
and its all building up.
Everything is so confusing right now.
My head hurts like crazy. =[

i should go sleep it off.
I'll write properly in here tomorrow.
quite a bit of updating to do..

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=D happy happy happy!

HEYLOOOO =]
right sooo im sleep deprived lmao, the past 48 hours have been immense =]

Friday
sunbathed all day, and looked like a lobster :P haha
Went to Duncans bbq and Andrew n Jo were there =]
then Andrew went to get Grace then Me Andrew and Grace went on a mission to ASDA <3 got all the bbq food, and drink ofc :P. when we got back Peter and Eve has arrived.
It was a really good night!!!!!!
me and grace totally kicked Duncan and Andrews arse fighting ;) lmao
well.. UNTIL I GOT THROWN IN THE PADDLING POOL!!! YOU BIATCHESS!!!!! LMAO!
i was soaked XDDD
and my phone is now broke XD lmao
oh wellllll.... new phone for me =D, money please? haha!
but aye the sim card still works its just the phone wont turn on, screwed =[ but ive lost everyone numbers cos they must have been saved to the phone and not the sim card... so if you fancy giving me ur numbers again please? =]
but aye i really enjoyed it, was a mint night =]
and Me and Andrew were good as friends and just had a laugh and stuff, was nice!
errm later when it was jst me jo and duncan we went to some other house party rofl
then i ended up back at duncanssss
then duncan n jo came back
left at 1 on Saturday to go home, didnt get any sleep.
went to a Family bbq, was alright then i left at 8 to go meet laura n have a catch up get ready then we headed off up to Newcastle!
My god it was a MINT night!!!!!
So we started off n the long bar then went to Revolution then we headed off to Sea!
got in free and had VIP passes thanks to Lauras lovely friend pete the dj haha
(normally its a tenner!)
so aye had a good crack in there, stayed till half 3 shaking our booty and having a laugh in the dj box =]
eventually it was time to leave so we walked to the chippy and stuffed our face, got stopped by some black guy asking us to come to his house party.. ha fat chance =P while laura was talking to him two rather snazzy looking Scottish guys came n started talking to me haha
black guy left and me and laura... well we ended up wandering the quayside with these scottish guys 'Gary' and 'Darrel' until 6am!!!! hahahaha it was legend, they were really canny too
Aye, it really was a good night!

i think ive decided to stop being so hard on myself and stop holding back =]
I'm just gunna try to let go from now and just live each day as it comes, seems like the only way to find myself again =)
and I'm sick of always thinking 'what if' or thinking too much into things and too far ahead. im gunna try to just stop thinking and have fun!
enjoy it while i can =]

i feel a bit energy drained right now like lmao;
could do with some 'wings'  aka red bull to liven me up!... or some sleep.. its too late to sleep now tho id just end up messing up my sleep pattern.
may be going to the cinema later... hope i dont fall asleep there rofl;
=]

job interview on Wed <3 hope it goes well!!!!
i NEED that job. so badly.

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People of newcastle college...
Who's going or wants to go to this leavers ball thing?


im tempted to go but i wanna know who else is lol
=]

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Dum de Dum

Well what have i been up toooo;

Thursday! Went to see Pirates of the caribean 3 with Andrew and Duncan =] It was well mint! I love it =] Its a bit complicated and has lots of sub plots but i liked it =P. I loved how 'william turner' (Orlando bloom) was all nasty he suited that he he. and he makes a good pirate =]. and wow... 20+ Jack sparrows in one scene at once <3 WOOHOOO! lmao!!!!!! And i guess miss elizabeth swan didnt look all that bad either =P. he he
but yeah =] i enjoyed it! I think its funny =].

Friday Went to see it again! with Laim Rachey miccah claire and some of claires friends =] it was mint yet again =P except this time i had sweets and we waited for the very end scene after the credits ^_^.  (It made more sense after the second time i had seen it woo =]. followed all of the plots more closely and understood them more)

Saturday i lazed around all day and then on the night time went to Duncans house =]. Along with Andrew Rachey Laim Miccah claire Kellet Chris Peter Eve and ofc Duncan lol =]. It was class! had a great time ^_^. Took lots of mint photographs =P which can be seen on my myspace for those who want a looksy! =D. Ended up staying the night again and Lorna n heather came at about 5 am for a little bit then went off home lol. Went to sleep about 6am rofl next day watched top gear n only fools n horses rofl then went to tesco to try and find the mother! =]. n bought some cookies =P Basically i spent the rest of sunday sitting half asleep rofl.

Monday Well today i have been revising =]. I feel good. =] is that normal ? Rofl.. i dunno just feel like ive finally accomplished something by doing some ICT revision lol; ah well makes sense to me =]. I will try and do some every day even if its just for an hour or two =]. dunno if it will happen but i will try. ^_^.
I'm bored now though, if i don't find something to do after tea i might do some more =0.

over and out =P
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well lets start from Friday =]
Good day, went to English then Andrew came over and we went to the cinema to get tickets for a film for later on then went to get a pizza and took it back to mine to eat it and we lazed about, it came to the time when we should leave for the cinema but neither of us could be bothered lol so we stayed in and relaxed some more and made an My chemical romance mix CD for in the car.
(note: we both have cinema passes so we didn't waste money buying the tickets lol)

Saturday was immense =). Andrew came to pick me up at 12 and i had my bags etc all ready and we went to collect Duncan, We were a bit early so we went to Tesco's first to see if we could see my mam, she was no where in sight like =o so i now believe she secretly works in Mcdonalds and not Tesco XD lol. We went to the shop and Andrew bought his bit Nuts and Zoo magazines =\ bloody perve that he is. So yeah had to put up with him looking at boobs while he was sitting right next to me >>; Rofl. Was an ok car journey, took a lot less time than we thought it would =]. LOL I STOOD ON A DOG XD. it was funny. only i could do end up doing that. Me and Andrew were desperate for a wee so we went into a pub and i wasn't looking at the floor and i stood on the dog, it was one of those moments were the whole of the pub looked at me as if to say 'who the fuck is she' rofl XD i was embarrassed. the woman was like 'Oh no not in here you'll have to go to the pub down the road' =\ wtf lol; We found the Manchester equivillent of the green lol which was interesting i guess lol. was prettier than the green, but the green is still better =]. Stood outside and froze our genitals off for an hour or so lol =] then finally we were allowed in. we hunted for loo's then Andrew n Duncan munched on hot dogs and candy floss then we went in =]. We were standing at a pretty ok spot throughout the gig. Thursday the support act were a bit poo. they were ok i guess but meh could have been better. but My Chemical Romance were bloody amazing <3 Gerard came out on a hospital bed it was mint! and they had cool lights and fire and stuff =D. i got some good videos didn't get many decent pictures though, as i haven't quite read the instructions for my camera so i dunno what settings n stuff to put on lol, but you can tell who my pics are which i guess is good, havnt uploaded them to my pc yet though for a better look. but yeah basically they played the whole of the black parade album and then older stuff =) it was well mint <3. Took us until 2am to get back to Andrews house but it was well worth it, i fell asleep on him in the car ha ha; and we had a canny sleep when we got in =]. I LOVE sleeping at his house, his bed is comfy and he looks lush asleep. and i get to see my Billie <3. and Coco =]. weeeee. Went to the metro center today =D was canny, Andrew bought a book which looks interesting =]. i bought a bra, from Primark, yup cheap shop but i love it <3 and its a nice bra =]! We had Gregg's for dinner and then raided Thornton's =P! and we went to Toys are us =] and he bought me a Ty beanie baby <3, its a giraffe. I Love it. its so cute. and i love the fact he bought me it =] made me really happy inside. He also got me a hello kitty phone charm out of the £1 machines =]. I like little things like that ^__^. We rented Hook! its well good =]. (The peter pan thing with Robin Williams(is that the right name? I'm sure it is lol) in it =]) I'm really happy =] Ive had an amazing weekend with the boy i want to spend the rest of my life with. It's been more than amazing. I was crying before, but not because i was sad, just because I've never been so happy. I've always been the ugly one with no boyfriend and no life and a swot or whatever or with a boyfriend who treat her like shit but now i feel like my life is amazing, even though I'm probably failing my a levels, I'm still not the prettiest person ever and i still have issues with myself but i don't care, because I'm in love =] and it's the best feeling ever. I just feel really happy ^__^. I Never ever want to lose him, nothing is gunna take him from me, i want my future with him so much, I'd do anything. =] i just have this feeling that we are gunna be forever. i can't wait until the day when i never have to leave him to go back to my own house! but for now I'm gunna keep on enjoying the now time. w00p I Love him so much =]. I love having great weekends like this with him, I'm so excited for Lostprophets in April =] its gunna be mint!

i cant wait for the easter holidays ! i have a lot of ict coursework to finish this week, but right now i don't care, i will get as much as i can done, and if i don't do all that great i will just have to revise extra hard for the exam lol.

I wanna start going swimming or jogging or something... dunno why i just feel like i could do with some form of excersise.
I'm really unfit. and i just would like to try get a bit fitter for summer coming up.
suggestions? lol

[Negative thing: My mam put a fucking huge set of drawers in my room while i was gone for 1 bloody day! >=[ really annoyed me cos id told her i did not want them! because they were too high and came half way up the window! and made me feel like i had no window lol; but mleh ive moved it now; if i can rearrange my bedroom then i might consider putting it in a different place but for now it can go back on the landing where it belongs. I'm not too keen on having my granda's furniture in my room anyways. ]
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Last Friday - Andrews cousins wedding party
Was class <3! during the day we went to the metro center and he helped me pick something to wear, a nice black dress which i also wore to Conny's party =] (he is now my fashion guru =P) then we went to ASDA for dinner, got some nice photo's! met some of his family, sat n blew bubbles with the champagne bubbles and danced <3 to Aerosmith- i don't wanna miss a thing <3 along with other songs, then slept at his house =] was really nice, had to be up early the next day like cos he had work =].
Saturday - Went to town and got Conny's birthday present and my mam's mothers day present, went to the cinema on the night time to see Norbit again with Duncan and Rory.
Sunday - gave my mam her mothers day present =] which she liked. got her a necklace, some Forero Rocher and a little teddy bear figurine with best mam on. then went through to Newcastle to meet Andrew outside of Fenwicks at 3. Went back to his house then went for a drive then went to mine for a bit where we lay and talked, was nice =).
Monday - College =( then Got my art essay rough draft completed
Tuesday - College =( Then got my final draft (i hope) of my art essay done, cos my art teacher had looked at it and told me what i should change =]. also was texting Andrew while he was in Liverpool =o o0oft =P
Wednesday- Went to my first lesson of ICT, then met Andrew at Gateshead Stadium and we drove to mine =]. We then decided to go to ASDA for dinner <3 mmm i love ASDA cafe. we were going to go to the cinema but instead we drove down to the coast and we went for a walk along the coast =) it was nice, we talked about stuff and just had a bit of fun =]. i enjoyed it. i love days like that, where you don't have to worry about college or anything and you can just relax. sucks that we don't get many nowadays. Later on we headed to get ready for Conny's party =], it was good <3. Picked Lauren up and she came too which was nice <3! i enjoyed seeing her. was a shame the place wouldn't serve people unless they had ID, but i was ok since i did have ID lol. i kept having to buy other people drinks lol =P. I enjoyed dancing though and pole dancing =P haha. And i'm happy that Andrew came and that he seemed to have a good time =]. so yeah it was a good night!
Went to Mcdonalds with Andrew afterwards before my dad picked us up =].

Today has been... well i dunno =\
Its been okay.
Ive spent a lot of time with Sam today which was nice, haven't spoke to her properly in a while =]
but i think we were both feeling a bit mleh.
Positive side of today is seraph had my usb stick which i left =] so my ict work is safe and i haven't lost it all, thank god!
seriously if she didn't have it i would of just totally given up.
i mean i haven't done much, and I've got a hell of a lot to do for next Friday. but i haven't got much motivation to do it anyways, if id lost what i have got then the motivation would have just totally gone. lol
I'm still in deep shit with it though =|. but i guess I'll just have to hand in what I've got done by next Friday and hope to god its enough. ive still got a whole fecking user guide to do... yet alone finish the documentation on my database, carry out the testing, make small adjustments to the database, write an evaluation and other random crap =|.
what the hell have i been doing for the past year? seriously? =\
its the only subject i get 'proper' coursework in... and I've done hardly any of it compared to what i should have done =(
Done a bit tonight like.. not loads but it will do for now.
will do some more tomorrow morning before i go to college.
as now I'm gunna try get my tutor work all finished.
shouldn't take me too long =)
I'm only doing it cos i have a feeling I'll need the extra 20 ucas points i can get from it.

anyways... WOO MCR ON SATURDAY <3 *is excited* and i get to sleep next to Andrew too <3 <3 <3. should be good =].
i hope tomorrow is a nice day =\ i can't be arsed with shitty weather.
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Dum de dum.

Yesterday was fun =].
Andrew came over in his free's / dinner, and we went to KFC =].
then he went back to 6th form n i went to college. then on the night i went over to his and we went to the park with people ^_^
was nice, hadn't seen people in a while. =] was a bit cold though lol; should or worn pants =[ not a skirt.
We snuggled up on the bed for a bit afterwards when we went back to his =] was nice.

Todays been alright i guess.
english = boring as usual.
Ict = okay, sat on myspace and did no work. im definatly going to fail =(. my coursework is no where near finished. I'm shit.
after that i went to browse around town, nearly bought a top for the wedding party tomorow but thought id save my money and see what i had at home first.
Starting to wish id just bought it though, i really can't decide on anything lol;
ah well I'll just shove anything on and hope i don't look a complete mess,
i more than likely will though =\.
lol; I'm in a bit of a funny mood, sort of hate myself mood.
basically just because i really don't seem to have a clue what i wanna do with my life =\
and at this rate i am gunna get nowhere. and just fail at everything.
I'm so dosy, i mean i even forgot about my key skills exam on Tuesday lol; how can you forget about an exam!?
but yeah i managed it....
and i just don't seem to be putting in any effort to complete my coursework..
worse thing is i don't seem to care =\.
meh. I feel like a waste of a brain =|. lol;

Moving on... w00p Wedding party tomorrow =]. One of Andrews relations. think its his cousin? maybe? =] lol. but yeah should be good, I'm sleeping over at his afterwards <3 Yay. Can't wait to sleep next to him! ^_^.  I Love it! =D. <3.


blah. =]
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gagh. I hate being ill! with a passion. lol
been off college today cos i feel like poop.
i hope im better tomorow =[
even though i wouldnt mind missing 2 hours of english tomorow ! lol
i still wanna be better.

Does anyone want to bring me some ice cream?
i have a craving for some (Ben and jerry's cookie dough of course! =P) but theres none in the house =[
n i'm too ill to go get some myself =(.
plus i could do with some to cool me down... i feel really hot =[.
thats why i'm not lying in bed anymore, that and i couldn't get to sleep and i'm bored.

mleh, i need hugs.
urgh im entered into the key skills exam in march.
can not be fucked to do it.
lol =[ exams suck, we shouldn't have to do them.
i wish it was easier.
wish we could all just get mint jobs without qaulifications would be better
i havnt done any of my ict coursework that i was meant to finish over the holidays.
in fact, ive hardley done any work at all. apart from my celebrating me poster xD which is totally mint by the way :P hehe.
mleh nuff rambling.
grrr the stupid computer screen is hurting my eyes =(.

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